what's even my normal (Published on 2/6/26 2:18 AM

 //do you ever feel like you're failing at life just by being you. Forgot to take my meds this morning (which is an amphetamine taken to counter my add). I couldn't even get one assignment done. Went to the gym and watched YouTube all day. Why can't my normal just be better. I hate being like this but I'm never fixing it, I wouldn't be me without it.

//to think how much better I would be if I was not me. A better boyfriend, a better brother, a better son, a better student, yet it wouldn't be me. Ironic that a flaw is one of my biggest personality traits.